sayang yayunk rindu

*this entry for my beloved boyfie*

dear mr.ash,

I miss you so fucking much dear. I need you all the time. I want to see you every week, every day, every minute and every second. I want you to always be on my side and every time I open my eyes that your face just in front of my eyes.

although we far apart I will always miss you. I will always wait for you and love you all the time. long-distance relationship makes me feel a sense of longing always with you. the more I tried to ignore the feeling I was getting was also strong sense of missing you. only god knows how deeply I missing you. even though we just met a few weeks ago, but these feeling is coming and make me weak and not able to lie myself. dear, I hope you also feel what I feel.

“I never knew that missin somebody could hurt, I says. But it does. Deep inside. Like it's in my bones. We ain't never bin apart till now. Never. I dunno how to be without you. It's like... I ain't nuthin.”  

“Didn't I say I'd always be your same stars? If you get to missing me, just look up.”

“If you think something is missing in your life, it is probably ME...”

“When you miss’s weird…your body doesn’t function it should. Because I miss you, and my heart…it’s not steady…my soul it sings numb. Fingers are cold…like you…your soul.”

“They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now”

mr.ash, i knoe you will read this. i hope you knoe how much I missed you. I wanna be your last special girlfriend ever. and this is for you dear.

do you miss me too..?

*sayang yayunk sangat-sangat rindu sayang. yayunk nak jumpa sayang. balik lar cepat. yayunk akan tunggu sayang balik jumpa yayunk. yayunk percaya dengan sayang dan yayunk harap sayang jujur dengan yayunk. yayunk nak jadi yang terakhir untuk sayang. orang cakap muka kita sama dan jodoh kita panjang. yayunk harap kata-kata mereka menjadi doa yang baik untuk kita. yayunk sayang sangat-sangat dengan sayang. yayunk harap yayunk akan kuat untuk tempuh segala halangan, dugaan dan ujian yang datang dalam hubungan jarak jauh kita ni. yayunk juga harap sayang tak akan pernah berubah dengan pendirian dan keputusan yang sayang dah buat dan lafazkan pada yayunk. yayunk juga harap sayang akan hargai segala ruang dan peluang yang yayunk dah berikan pada sayang. sayang, mak abah pun dah tahu yang kita dah mula bersatu, jadi yayunk harap sangat yang sayang tak akan buat hal yang yayunk tak suka dan kecewakan yayunk. SAYANG, ILOPEYOUTILLJANNAH*

No comments:

Post a Comment