herry oh herry

hye guyyy..mcm mne hri korng hri neh.?ada baek.?apa bikin.?dyeadyea pagi2 lagi dh ade class so attend class jela..thank god class ptg cancel sbb lac ade hal so 2 weeks xde class..*alhamdulillah bole lar rehat2 di ptg hari :)) * okeh mcm yg dyeadyea janjikan semlm dyeadyea nk mula kan sesi kongsi story dgn readers semua since ade yg bertnye kan tentang kewujudan blog neh masih lagi wujud atau dh berkubur..jawapan nyer blog neh masih lagi wujud cuma kerana terdapat nyer kekangan masa yg membuatkan dyeadyea terpaksa mengabaikan sekejap blog neh..dan skrg insyallah dyeadyea akn cerita kan segala nyer dan mula aktif semula dgn penulisan dan perkongsian cerita pasal dyeadyea dlm blog neh..
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okeh cukup dulu entry yg berjela tuh now dyeadyea nk cerita pasal kegigihan seseorang yg sangat3 dyeadyea sayang dan cintai..opkoz sape yg ikut perkembangan dyeadyea dorg akan tahu sape yg dyeadyea maksudkan..yes..i talk about HERRY..*also known as my mr.kacak* lately kami *opkoz dyeadyea dgn herry lar..xkn dgn org laen lak kan..* dh semakin renggang..mula dri dyeadyea start cuti sem lepas..mse cuti kami still lg keep in touch each other until one stage kami just be like a frend..dyeadyea xtaw mana silap nyer yg pasti nyer kami lebih membuat hal masing2..*tak bermaksud kami tak contact langsung cume kadar kekerapan tuh dh kurang..dh x mcm dulu mcm yg korg semua tahu..* sekarang dyeadyea dgn herry just get busy dgn hal masing2 which is herry makin busy dgn shooting dye, photoshoot dye, kerja dye dkt kolej, catering and many more..*like seriously kadang2 rase bosan dan sunyi tanpa herry di sisi but i have to give him a change to do what ever he likes.* dyeadyea pon semakin busy dgn urusan class dan hal2 kolej..*later on dyeadyea cerita lak pasal dyeadyea dan kolej.* 

*herry i missed you..seriously i need you..walaupun kite dh tak mcm dulu..semesra dulu seakrab dulu nadia still ambil berat pasal awk..ndia still perhatikan awk dri jauh..ndia just nk pastikan awk sehat selalu dan terus ceria dgn senyuman terukir di bibir..herry, nadia sayang awk..nadia cinta awk but i am so sorry if i make mistake..i have to do that and i have to let you go..i hope you will be fine and god will blessed you on what ever you do for your future..nadia tahu lately awak sgt kuat bekerja..siang awk kerja dkt kolej neh, mlm awk buat O.T, awak ikut catering, awak ikut fotoshoot, awak ikut shooting, awk jaga kart sepang and many more..walaupon awk tak ckp dgn ndia but i knoe it..ndia tak taw kenapa herry msti buat semua kerja tuh..maybe sbb herry mmg need money at this moment or maybe herry nk kotakan kata2 herry pada nadia which is yg herry mntk tempoh setahun utk cari duit sendiri sbb nk ikat nadia or becoz of other reason..herry pon dh xbyk berckp and share dgn nadia..so i dont have answer for it..herry what ever it is nadia tetap doakan herry dapat ape yg herry nak and semoga hubungan kite akan kembali mesra mcm dulu mula2 herry kenal nadia..nadia sgt3 rindu herry..and at the same time ndia rela lepaskan herry for this time being..cuma nadia harap pada tarikh 19 oktober tahun neh akan jadi satu tarikh yg baek utk hubungan kite..semoga dgn tarikh ini hubungan kite bole jd mesra dan baek mcm dulu mula2 kite kenal, semoga tarikh neh menjadikan kite lebih serius dgn hubungan kite neh, semoga tarikh neh bole membawa sesuatu yg boleh mengejutkan nadia..nadia tak pernah penat mendoakan utk hubungan kite baek mcm dulu dan kite terus keep in touch each other mcm dulu..fyi sampai sekrang ndia still menanges bile teringatkan awk..especially bile nadia terasa sgt3 rindukan awk..nadia harap herry akan ingt selalu kata2 herry dgn nadia masa kite masih lagi rapat dan ndia juga harap herry tak lupa kata2 herry mase ndia cerita ke herry pasal abah tnye sape herry waktu herry mula2 tegur nadia mase hari pendftaran kolej last sem..you may see i'm happy, laughing and pretending like nothing happened but deep inside my heart only god knows how sad am i, how i missed u and how sad am i when i saw u..*

sory i have to stop writing about him..i can't stand anymore..my tears drop again and again and again..herry just one thing i want you I REALLY LOVE YOU..YOU ARE MY SUPPORTER AND YOU ARE MY AIR..WITHOUT YOU BESIDE ME I FEEL LIKE FALLING DOWN..AND I HOPE IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE KEEP IT SECRET FROM ME AND IF YOU WANT TO GET MARRY WITH HER PLEASE DON'T DO IT AS LONG AS I AM STILL HERE....<3